Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Hmm.. been some time since i blogged... mainly cuz nth much to blog abt oso.. sch life as usual.. so sianzZz.. nth interesting, so i shall go crapping...
recently i'm like feeling so alone n dead sia.. tt kind of feeling u get when u r walking down a road all by yurself... some ppl like it, but i seriously dun like it lor.. yet at the same time, i dunno how to get rid of it, like those starfish u see in cartoons, get stuck to the person n no matter how u try n fling it off, it wun get off u.. think its juz some 2pid conflict with half my brain telling me to go rnd talking n socializing with ppl n the other half telling me nt to.. sth like, playing my cs in windows mode so tt i can easily come out of it n tok on msn and yet at the same time dun tok to ppl when i see them coming online.. going straight home after sch, stone with the com on logged onto msn for hrs n nt have a single conversation with anybody.. these r nt the things i wud usually do lor.. but somehow, recently, i've been doing them.. feels kinda weird, scary oso.. found myself slping at 9+ oso, when ppl r usually online chatting with each other or haven started yet.. yah, i go to slp already... dunno lah, juz know tt i'm definitely nt myself these few days... oh yah, another thing, realised this interesting equation... C = Q + A, then if the Q disappear, the C disappears together with it.. okay, this is really crapping, but if ever u r so boh liao to find out wats q a and c, come ask me lor...
Kk, think enough crapping le, juz some random tots going thru my mind rite now... Anyway, heard tt we r going to get our FIRST gp essay this fri.. Lolz, it marks the end of slping, chit chatting, mugging, doing hw, listening to music even reading of magazine in class sia.. After so much slacking... Eh, think i'll screw it up sia, last time i wrote anything 'decent' in eng was like during o lvl lor.. heck lah, its the first essay anyway, cannot expect too much =) Kk, need to slp le, shall end here...
*grats to ket for making into syf =)
.lost.`@ Tuesday, March 29, 2005
